sissy gina - ultra femme transvestite sissy

Magazine Cover Gurl

2011-12-01T22:16:00.000-08:00

These are some magazine covers with pictures of me on them. I think that they are so cute. I would love to have my pictures on the newsstand.

Dressing as an effeminate male in public

2011-12-01T22:06:00.000-08:00

Dressing en femme to jury duty.

Sseveral months ago, I had to go for jury duty. I was in a real sissy frame of mind so I decided I would go dressed in women's clothing, although it would be somewhat unisex at first glance. I made no effort to hide that I was male (e.g. no wig or bra). Of course I wore lingerie, panties, and a camisole. I also wore black womens slacks and a flower patterned blouse. On my feet I wore a women's patterned trouser socks and womens loafers. The look was rather femme but I liked it a lot, and I did enjoy knowing that I was wearing womens clothes the whole day. I didn't get selected so this was only a one day event. I wonder if wearing women's clothing could have been a reason for not getting selected or if they even noticed.

Shopping for male clothing in femme attire

Recently, I went to buy a pair of mens shoes for work. (I have over two dozen pair of womens shoes and only two mens shoes, and those are only for work). I went to the department shoe to try on mens shoes, dressed nominally male, but wearing only womens clothing. I wore a plain dark red silk blouse with black slacks, black hose with polka dots, and women's loafers (Franco Sarto shoes). I looked nominally male, but had the enjoyment of knowing that I had on only womens attire. So that I would feel even better, I wore a tightly laced corset with garters to hold up my stockings, and a camisole. It was so delightfully constricting and added to the joy of openly wearing female attire in public as a male. No one noticed, I think. No one said anything. Of course, if you want attention, please feel free to dress as overtly feminine as possible.

New rule: When shopping for male clothing, I now must go dressed totally in womens attire but remain an obvious male. I am only allowed to shop while wearing womens attire from now on. This is my new rule. What are you going to do to be more sissy in pulbic?

We all need to dress in womens attire more often. I did it because I like to do it and I want you all to follow my example. Take a little step today.

Lingerie Layering

2011-09-30T17:51:00.000-07:00

This morning getting dressed for work, I was trying to decide which hose and lingerie I would wear beneath my male work attire. I always wear panties, stockings and a garter belt, but sometimes I wear other items of lingerie as well. I first put on a new pairs of seamed beige stockings and a 10 garter, garter belt. The garters are wide and this particular garter belt is very noticeable to me throughout the work day. I looked in the mirror and liked what I saw. But what else could I wear today? I felt I needed to wear more. Over the other items, I slid on a pair of pink patterned thigh highs and they covered my garter clasps. But maybe I need something constrictive to wear today so I immediately reached for my heavily boned corset. I slid it on and cinched the laces so tight I could hardly breathe. Oh that felt so good. I knew I would enjoy wearing that to work all day. This however, presented a problem. The corset had eight garters but would have been too loose if I attached them to the pink thigh highs. Instead, I slipped on a third pair of stockings, this one white, and attached the garters of the corset to them. I finished this off by putting on a lacey white camisole and two pair of pink panties, the first pair of panties was smooth nylon, and the second had rows of pink ruffles all over. Once again, I looked in the mirror and was delighted with what I saw. I was dolled up in lingerie and tightly constricted by a corset. It really is a delight to be such an effeminate sissy. I slid on my male work clothing knowing this would affect my attitude much of the day.

So off to work I went, wearing two pair of panties, a camisole, garter belt, corset, and three pair of stockings. The stockings were delightfully held up by a total of eighteen garters. How nice.

I don’t normally layer hose and lingerie, but remembered my younger days, when I did. Back then, I wore two full slips and two pair of panties to feel the silky smooth nylon fabric slide as I moved. Perhaps I should revive this fetishistic practice. Lingerie layering is certainly not how women dress. Only sissy males do this. But that is OK, because I like being a sissified male. I think I could enjoy indulging deeper into fetishistic crossdressing.

Now tell me, “Do you wear layers of lingerie? Tell sissy gina all about it.”

Some aspects of being a sissy

2011-09-30T17:46:00.000-07:00

Psychological factors have a strong effect on our sissy desires. I have noted three different aspects that seem to pertain to us sissies. I believe we all have some amount of each, but some are more dominant than others depending upon the individual.

Fetish – This is where our focus is on dressing and being girlie as our predominant motivation

Humiliation – Humiliation be either public, private or both. One can feel the humiliation of being sissified even without anyone seeing them. Others enjoy being sissified in public.

Service – The first thing that comes to mind here is the role of maid, where one gets pleasure/satisfaction from the domestic duties one has to perform as a maid. Of course, it could also be service to sexually please a man or sexually pleasing others in general.

My preference is fetish. I love being dolled up and girlie. I love wearing erotic outfits in public and private. For me, humiliation and service are about equal, with humiliation coming in just above service. Fetish-1, Humiliation-2, Service-3.

So tell me, how do you range yourself with respect to fetish, humiliation, and service? Sissy gina wants to know.

sissy gina's vintage style lingerie

2011-01-10T22:19:00.000-08:00

Well, I just received my new Bettie page style vintage lingerie form Secrets in Lace. I bought a bullet bra and a long line open bottom girdle with 6 garters, all in a leopard print. And I bought some lovely stockings to go with it. When the lingerie arrived, I just had to try it on immediately and take some pictures, a few of which I post here. This is my first vintage style lingerie, but it won't be my last. This is very different from my usually lingerie style, but a sissy must diversify when something pretty comes along.

I am so delighted with my purchase, that I think I will wear my new girdle to work tomorrow with a pair of sheer black stockings and black panties. The girdle will provide such a snug fit and the garters will keep my stockings nice and taut. It will undoubtedly make me feel divine as I work.

New Years Resolutions

2010-12-31T11:14:00.000-08:00

Dear sissies, it is now the New Year and time to make resolutions to progress our feminization and sissification. Earlier in the year I decided that I would be wearing stockings and a garter belt to work in addition to panties and womens socks. This year I plan to focus more on waist control. While I am fairly slender, I still want to lose a few pounds to look more femme. So I will also increase the time at work when I wear a waist cincher or corset. Also, I love the feeling of tight restrictive feminine garments and realize that I should wear such clothing more often. To help accomplish this, just yesterday I went lingerie shopping at the mall and bought several additional waist cinchers. When added to the ones I have, I will be better able to feel the tight restricting hold of feminine lingerie as I work. This constriction along with the tug of my garters holding my stockings taut, will keep me reminded of my submissive sissy status. What are you going to do this year to increase your sissy mindset?

More sissy shopping - changing a goth dress to a sissy style

2010-08-14T14:01:00.000-07:00

Well, I decided I needed a new sissy dress, and I like to buy clothes in person to try them on, so I trotted off in a pair of 5" heels to one of my local fetish stores, Erotic Cabaret. They didn't really have what I wanted but I tried on a few cute girly outfits. I tried on a goth style dress in black, and asked the sales girl about the fit. She said it is an unusual fit. To me it seemed rather high waisted, and it laced up the back, and it certainly didn't fit the sissy style I wanted. But then I had an idea. I strode out of the dressing room in the short black goth dress and asked the salesgirl if she would get down a pink petticoat for me. I put it on with the dress and I liked the look. I already had a lot of pink accessories and decided if I could buy a few more accessories in pink, that I could have a nice pink and black outfit. So I bought a pink bracelet, pink eye shadow to go with the dress and petticoat. I already owned 5" pink high heels, pink collar and some other items. Pink nail polish and lipstick from the drug store completed the outfit. So I took a goth dress and made it into a sissy dress. Tell me if you think I did OK and tell me if there are any other things I can do to make the sissy look even more over-the-top femme.

Sissy shopping

2010-07-23T12:25:00.000-07:00

sissy shopping at DareWare

Last night I went shopping to four stores in my pink sissy dress looking for a white garter belt with eight garters. I didn't find one but told all the sales people what I was looking for. When I left and didn't find the garter belt, I told each of them, "Thank you but I didn't find the garter belt I was looking for. Mistress is going to be very angry with me."

At DareWare I bought a butt plug, and a pink restraint kit. When I bought the items I told the salesgirl that, "Mistress wanted me to buy these items that were going to be used on me. Would you please take a few pictures to show that I have complied with her wishes?" Since the girl there knows me as a regular, she was happy to comply. A Mistress didn't tell me to do this but I thought it was an interesting thing to say and clearly marked me as not only a sissy but a submissive one. I also bought stockings and told her that "I needed these three new pair of new stockings since I have to wear stockings and a garter belt every day. The garter belts you have with four garters are too plain. I want one with eight garters, it is more erotic."

When I am out as a sissy, I feel I should not hide or cringe. I need to be up front with the fact that I am a pantywaist sissy. I need to go more places dressed as a sissy. In my over-the-top sissy attire, I mostly go to do shopping at fetish stores and to gay bars, but really feel I should portray myself as a sissy at other times as well, and am open to suggestions from my readers. Ideally I would love to go out with another similarly dressed sissy. I think that would be much more fun and we would probably be open to being more adventuresome. I love dressing like a prissy little fairy in public and feel so good when displaying myself in such a feminine and erotic way. When going out last night I got a lot of stares, and I do mean stares, which I think is good. Sissies are made to be on display and to please.

The attached pictures were taken last night at DareWare. In the first picture, you can see I am holding my new butt plug and pink restraint kit. In the second, you should note the cute pink purse I bought on a previous trip to DareWare. It is in the shape of a pink high heeled boot, and I think it is such a sweet sissy accessory.

sissy gina's attire rules

2010-06-12T14:05:00.000-07:00

sissy gina's attire rules

When not at work:
I wear only women's attire. I dress, act, and live as a girl. More than half the time I wear high heels to keep my feet in good condition and to remind myself I am a pantywaist. Often I wear women's jeans and a nice top, but I need to work harder at wearing a skirt more often. Sissies wear skirts.

When I am at work:
1. I may only wear men's outer attire, and must wear only women's attire beneath.
2. To work I must wear panties, garter belt with stockings, and women's socks. The garter belt and stockings are a new permanent addition and I have done this continuously for over six weeks. Often I do not feel like donning stockings and garter belt in the morning. But the nice thing about developing new habits is that you don't have to think about it too much and just do it instinctively. I am also trying to more wear a waist cincher or corset more regularly too. Maybe this will become the next item to wear all the time.
3. I must wear at least as many items of women's attire as men's, no exceptions. So if I need to wear a man's coat and tie on occasion, I must add additional feminine items such as a camisole, waist cincher, or corset to fit the rule.

To bed:
I must wear panties, bra, and nightgown every night.

I must keep my toe nails polished a pretty red at all times. This is especially important in the summer because I now often wear open toed high heeled sandals nearly all the time so my pretty polished toe nails show.

These rules are to insure my feminization and sissification. The continuous wearing of multiple items of feminine attire reinforces my sissy feelings.

Sissy lipstick

2010-06-12T13:57:00.000-07:00

Sissy lipstick
As a sissy, I find it helpful to wear a long wear lipstick so my lips stay nice and girly. I use CoverGirl "Outlast" lipstick. It stays on all day and does not come off when you eat, kiss, etc. It was terrible when I had to constantly replace my lipstick. It wasn't the constant application that was a problem, but the fact that sometimes I did not look my most feminine best. Surely some of you enjoy leaving a red or pink lipstick ring around a man's hard cock. But I think it is better to keep your lips a pretty red at all times. A sissy should always look good, especially for a man.

Other companies make similar kinds of lipstick (such as Revlon's "ColorStay") and I have tried several with comparable results. The lipstick doesn't come off easily, but if you put on some lip chap and wipe it off with a tissue, repeating this a few times, it will come off.

There is also a new kind of long wear lipstick by CoverGirl called a lip stain. I haven't yet tried this but I bet if works great too. Any of you sissies effeminate and prissy enough to try this lip stain and report back how it works?

So my sissy girlfriends, try some long wear sissy lipstick. It keeps you looking your femme best all day or night.

Exploring our sissy side

2010-04-23T20:26:00.000-07:00

Yes my sissy side is my fantasy in which I occasionally indulge. I don’t know if I could be a submissive sissy 24/7, but exploring that deep hidden dark side of my personality is intensely erotic. It is the means through which I see myself sexually. It is my sexual expression and no other aspect of my personality satisfies my sexual needs. Typically I like to be a conservative, classy woman. But the decadent sissy always comes back out, wanting to be ultra feminine, ultra sexy, and an exaggeratedly feminine girl. I want to be viewed sexually even if that means as an object of sexual pleasure.

This is a side of me that I have not adequately explored and which begs me to open the door to the dark unknown corridor leading me somewhere uncertain. Perhaps that is what some of us like about being sissies. It is the dark unknown side of our selves which is taboo, but begs to be discovered. I like the idea of being an intelligent educated person willing to give up control and be submissive. Perhaps this is part of what forced feminization is about. It is something we really want, except that someone else pushes us beyond the limits that we would have for ourselves. I know that if it had not been for several Mistresses pushing my limits at different times, I would not be where I am today. I just needed a little push at different times.

Wearing stockings and garters on a regular basis

2010-04-23T20:22:00.000-07:00

Hi again, this is sissy gina, a femmy little pantywaist sissy male. Like many of you, I progress my feminization in steps, but right now I am on a plateau. I have encouraged some of you to take steps to move your sissification forward. I am stuck in one spot and think I need to take some other steps too. I think a good next step would be to wear stockings and garters belts to work on a regular basis, under my male clothes. When not at work, I dress exclusively as a woman. When at work, I wear panties and womens socks and on occasion I wear stockings and garter belt, a camisole, corset, or waist cincher. I think I should be wearing stockings and garters on a regular basis.

Why focus on stockings and garters? Stockings and garter belts are sexy feminine items worn more by sissies than women, and a sissy can feel the tug of the stockings against the garters as they walk. This is what I want, to feel the tug of my stockings pulling on the garters as I walk down the corridors at work. When I sit to pee in a stall and I am wearing stockings and garter, I ask myself, “Why do I do this?” I admit to myself that I am a sissy but sometimes I feel so ridiculous doing this. Simply put, I think that wearing feminine items more often will reinforce sissy behavior.

Since I have to wear male clothing to work, I want to be constantly reminded that I am not a man, but an effeminate sissy. Wearing additional feminine lingerie at work will do that and help me be a better sissy.

We need to continually push our limits and I am hoping you will help me push mine and that you will also make a commitment to take a small mincing little sissy step to be more feminine.

Women's clothing as art

2009-12-26T20:38:00.001-08:00

I found a site called Polyvore, where you can take select clothing and accessories from web sites and put them together into a montage. So I tried making a somewhat sissy style version with petticoats, high heels and lingerie. An interesting experiment in using women's clothing as art. Of course I prefer womens clothing as wearable art but this is nice too.

My New Corset

2009-12-18T18:18:00.000-08:00

As one of the many little things I decided to do to be a better sissy, I bought a corset. I have an older one but this one is so nicely constricting. It wasn't cheap, $240, but it is tight lacing and has eight garters. I have been wearing it weekly to work. The corset serves as a constant reminder of my sissification as I work throughout the day. It is impossible not to notice the tug of my garters on my stockings as I walk. Notice that I am also wearing ruffled black panties. They are so cute too.

I went to purchase the corset after work so I was dressed as a male. Before I went into the store, I took off my socks and shoes and slipped on a pair of high heels. I also donned some lipstick and lots of jewelry. Beneath my male slacks I wore black panties, a garter belt and stockings. I walked around as a male in high heels ad selected the corset I wanted to try on. I tried two different sizes. When I found the one I thought would work I asked the young salesgirl if she could help me lace it up. She laced me up quite tightly and I asked her to keep making it as tight as possible. I told her I would take the corset and wear it home, and I did so after attaching the eight garters of the corset to my stockings.

I wish to remind you all how much I like being a pantywaist sissy male and wearing womens lingerie. It is such a turn-on for me and I love displaying myself publicly in lingerie. A corset gives such a feeling of constriction and submissiveness. It is hard to find any item of lingerie more erotic. This constricting garment is of course topped off by the tugging of the garters against the hose. It feels so erotic and sexy. I love being a sissy.

Should I be bound?

2009-12-14T23:34:00.000-08:00

The first photo is of me in lingerie on the couch. The ties are nearby and I know they will be used on me. The next photo is of me on the bed in light bondage. Being in this position makes me feel vulnerable and submissive. I have not pursued bondage, but sometimes I wonder if it would cause me to be a better sissy. There are so many possible directions to go. I don't know whether I should be more of a prancing effeminate sissy in little girl dresses, a prancing french maid, a tied-up sissy doll, an effeminately dressed sissified male, or a more normal femmy girl. Should I have a master, a mistress, take inspirations and ideas from others, get together with other sissies, or wander as a sissy on my own following various paths and ideas?

small sissy lifestyle upgrades

2009-10-04T13:53:00.000-07:00

For the past 8 months, I have not posted much on my blog due to lots of long work hours and other commitments. Occasionally I get on a plateau about my sissy activities and now I need to recommit to upgrading my femme lifestyle. Although I live as a girl except at work, there are a lot of little things to do to continually push the envelope of femininity (something you should all do too). Some of the things I plan to do between now and the end of the year are below. They are pre-New Year’s resolutions.

Wear my hair longer. Consider getting a perm. In fact I just got a perm this Saturday. It looks great for me as a girl. I don’t know how it will look when I dress as a male for work, but we will see. Last time I had a perm, some of the women at work noticed and commented. In any case, I got the perm, I like it, and everyone will see it. I intend to continue doing a lot of little things to continually look more feminine, even as a male as work.

I hereby commit to getting my ears pierced over Christmas. My wife doesn’t approve of me doing this, but I am going to do it anyway. It is about time I had my ears pierced.

I need to be wearing stockings and a garter belt to work more often. It will remind me during the day that I am a sissy. This is something all us sissies need to do more.

I need to go back to DareWare (fetish clothing store) to check out femme fetish clothing while dressed as a slightly effeminate male. I would go after work in male work attire but wear stockings, have on 3” high heels, jewelry & lipstick. It will be obvious I am a sissy. I need to buy a new garter belt. I will try it on and wear it home with a pair of new stockings that I will also buy.

I need to buy a new tightly laced corset with garters. I should do this as an effeminately dressed male. Erotic Cabaret would be the best choice for this. When I buy a corset, I should wear stockings with a nice new garter belt and ruffled panties, all in black. I have tried on corsets in the past, and the salesgirls have always helped laced them up for me.

Since I dress as a girl at home all the time, I should dress more femmy as a girl. Specifically I should do more pinks. I have a cute outfit of pink capris and coordinating pink top that I just love. I should focus more on these types of outfits as a girl.

Fix up the spare room and make it very femme. I will use lacy curtains with flowers and get fashion pictures of women or pictures of high heels, accessories, etc. The room should be made over the top feminine. I don’t care who sees it, even my parents. This will be my study.

This is only a partial list of items, but are a good start for the rest of the year. I also need to upgrade my sissy attire and lingerie. That will come next. I am open to ideas for sissy attire and lingerie I should have or get more of.

Traveling en femme

2009-10-04T13:15:00.001-07:00

Recently I went on an Alaska cruise with my family. Of course I went as a girl only. My wife was concerned about needing to show my passport as we went across the US Canadian borders and suggested that I dress as a male for that part of the trip. But I said I would do no such thing. I refused to wear or even have any male attire for the trip. Recently I had to renew my passport. I had several photos taken and chose one that had my longish hair slightly fluffed up so it could be more femme. I went through both US and Canadian passport control without any problems.

The only other minor events that happened were that, one security person checking my boarding pass asked, “Are you Kevin Grey?” I told him yes and that was it. Another time I set off the metal detector. The male security agent told me to step aside and called out “I need a female pat-down please.” A women security guard came over and patted me down around my bust and waist. She noted the metal in my push-up bra and then let me go. I was certainly flattered and thrilled to get a female pat down.

As I reported in earlier blogs I also have a driver’s license with my hair slightly fluffed up and wearing make-up and jewelry and a blouse. This is just a femmy male ID.

In addition, I have a state ID card with me fully dressed as a girl with a long wig, make-up, jewelry, and totally femmed. All the documents have my real name as it would be illegal otherwise. I use this femme ID for domestic travel. It is totally legal and OK to do this in Texas. When I use it for domestic travel, even air travel, no one cares because the picture matches me and the name on my ID matches the ticket name. No one ever says anything about this and I often get called ma’am.

Date with a man while dressed as french maid

2009-05-09T18:58:00.000-07:00

I will continue to relate some of my experiences dating men, past and recent. Many men I dated did not know that I'm a t-girl and I had to be very careful to tease and please them without them finding out. It was very risky and quite thrilling.

A number of years ago, I dated a straight guy, J, who didn't know I'm a tgirl. I used to meet him at his townhouse and them we would take his car to go out. We went mostly to clubs. One winter evening I came to his back door wearing a white sweater coat which was mid thigh length. J could see me bundled up in my coat and in high heels and black hose. Of course I was all dolled up with wig make-up and nicely polished nails too. I was dressed in the outfit shown.

When he came to the door, I threw my coat open and revealed that I was wearing a very short black and white French maids dress with a cute apron. His expression was priceless and made me thrilled. I gently nudged him backwards and told him that tonight I was his maid and it was my job to serve him. As a maid, it was my job. He should just sit back and relax. Thank goodness he went along. I undressed him and sucked his cock. Afterwards, I changed into another outfit I brought and fixed my make-up. Then we went out to a club. J still wants to take me out but I had to stop because he was getting progressively closer to finding out about me.

On other occasions he had me out of my dress, kissing him in my lingerie, specifically a short black lacy slip. I felt so vulnerable standing there kissing him while wearing only lingerie, but it also thrilled me. I hated to stop dating him but I knew I must. It was getting progressively harder to hold him off and not let him find out about my little secret.

Date with Umbrella Bill

2009-03-24T18:41:00.000-07:00

As a sissy I have dated men on occasion. I pass well in public and sometimes I have gone out with men who did not know that I was not a real woman. It makes me feel so feminine and sexy to be desired as a woman by a man. Sometimes I let the situation get carried away because a man sexually desiring me really feeds my feminine ego. Then I have to do some fast talking and fast hand movements to extract myself from the situation before I am found out. It is a situation which is both exciting and scary.

Umbrella Bill
One night at a piano bar, a guy convinced me to follow him home. Stupid me, I must have had too much to drink. What did I think he wanted? I didn't think. We went to his townhouse and he immediately started kissing me and dragging me up the stairs to this bedroom. We kissed and fondled on the way up. I had to be real careful where I let him touch me or he would have probably beaten the crap out of me for not being a real woman like he though I was. I loved feeling his hard cock pressed up against me. It made me feel so femme and submissive. I really caressed his cock with my hands and when he pressed it against me. Finally he started to undress me and I started making excuses that I had to leave. The situation was geting out of my control. His cock was so hard and he said, "You can't leave me like this". Wow, I realized how it is to get a man hot and excited, and how difficult it is to get a man to stop. I relented and grabbed him by the hand and took him to the bedroom and said something about taking care of him. I undid his pants and told him to lie back and preceeded to suck his cock until he came in my mouth. Thank goodnees he was satisfied with a blow job. I have found that most men are. Just as long as they get their rocks off, they are happy. For some reason I can't remember, this guy Bill had a lot of umbrellas. On the way out he offered me one. He said, "I'm not offering you an umbrella for a blow job, I just have so many, I thought you might like one." Now I remember him as umbrealla Bill. I haven't seen him since.

This was a really dangerous situation but I loved satisfying a man without getting any pleasure myself. It was a real thrill.

Encourage sissy tammi's sissification

2009-01-05T16:40:00.000-08:00

Goddess Sandra is wife and Mistress to sissy tammi. She has asked me to observe tammi's femininization and sissification, and offer suggestions based on my own experiences as a pantywaist sissy. sissy tammi (not sissy tammy from previous posts) doesn't enjoy wearing women's clothes but follows Goddess Sandra's directives out of devotion.

sissy tammi states, "i really don’t enjoy wearing women’s clothes. i find quite humiliating and embarrassing to dress as woman and unfortunately that is why Goddess Sandra requires it. It pleases Her to see me dressed in such a manner. i do not enjoy dressing as a woman it is very difficult and typically quite uncomfortable".

Please check out sissy tammi's blog (listed on right side of blog) and encourage her to indulge deeply and embrace her femininization. sissy tammi has served at several functions hosted by Dommes and there is so much more we should know about them. Goddess Sandra want us to post comments and suggestions, so please listen to this Esteemed Mistress and add your comments.

Sissy Attire in Public

2008-11-15T11:07:00.000-08:00

Previously I posted that I have taken several friends out as sissified males in public. Also I have gone out with a friend where we were both dolled up in sissy outfits. See this photos or my sissy girlfriend, sissy tammy and I in public. This was sissy tammi's first outing in such attire. We bought frilly petticoats at DareWare to go with the outfits we were wearing and it gave them so much more flair, literally. The store photo is from DareWare.

Afterwards, we went to a gay bar and as usual, I always insist my sissy girlfriend tips the stud male dancer well. I certainly do. Now I want to see all you other pantywaist sissies dressed like this shopping at a at a fetish clothing store or at a gay bar. Don't forget to tip the stud dancer well and compliment them. Tell them something like, "I love you body, you make me feel weak and submissive".

Sissy males in public

2008-09-26T19:45:00.000-07:00

I love being a pantywaist sissy and it thrills me to see other guys turned into sissy boys or sissy girls like me. I think more boys should be all dolled up as girls and oh so pretty. In the past I have encouraged four different sissies by taking them out as sissified male in public for their first times, while i dressed as a girl. We always went to fetish clothing stores and gay bars. We generally went to a place like Ross Dress for less so that the sissified guy would take skirts to the mens dressing room and try them on, and then come out into the store to model them for me. There is usually a salesgirl watching and I say something like, "Don't mind him, he is just a sissy." Of course i make sure to say this in front of the sissy boy as he is modeling his skirt in the store.

My dress code for these sissy outing is that my sissy boyfriend must wear only women's clothing. Typical items for sissy are panties, unpadded bra, garter belt with stockings, women's slacks and a blouse. Mid to high heels are also required. Sissy may not wear a wig or padded bra so he is recognized as a sissified male.

One time sissy natahsa and I went to Erotic Cabaret clothing store and bought ruffled panties, garter belt with stockings and sissy socks. After ringing up the sale, the salesgirl started to put the purchases in the bag. I said, "That won't be necessary, sissy is going to wear them home." Sissy boy natasha was highly embarrassed but did as instructed.

Going out as girl allows one to hide behind a wig and total femme outfit. These experiences as a sissified male are important because it helps break one's male ego and creates a stark realization that you are an effeminate sissy male. It is also an experience that is scary and humiliating, but is also highly erotic. If you haven't tried this, I highly recommend it. After al, you are a sissy aren't you?

Traveling as a girl

2008-07-28T18:40:00.000-07:00

I recently went on vacation as a girl with my wife. I flew en femme in skirt, blouse and high heels, and since I have legal ID with my name and a totally femme picture and had no problem. Flying en femme was a first for me. There was no problem as long as the name on ID and ticket match and picture on ID and how I look match. I could have used my drivers license where I was also dressed en femme, but with an effeminate male look.

Where to go from here

2008-06-29T15:48:00.000-07:00

Currently I have no Master or Mistress, but continue to live 2/3 of the time as a woman so I dress nearly all the time. Right now I am in limbo and not following any particular direction. But it is a leisurely pace and not too bad.

Perhaps I should do something different like doing public errands while wearing my maid's outfit with full petticoats. Maybe I need a new corset to constrict my waist to a very ultra feminine form. We'll see. Any ideas?

Being one of Miss D's sissies

2008-04-09T17:52:00.000-07:00

This is a link to my profile on Miss D's blog. Click on the title of this paragraph.

She is an insightful Domme and I encourage you to go to he blog (link on right). I want to thank Her for for Her encouragement in helping me become th kind of sissy I am today. Check out my sissy profile and see what confessions Miss D has made me provide. Oh I truly love being such a transvestite fairy and being all dolled up as a pretty girl.

Every sissy needs a French maids dress

2008-03-01T14:09:00.000-08:00

Yes, every sissy does need a French maids dress. It is a wonderful symbol of a sissy's submissive and servile position. So if you don't have one, you need to get one. If you have pictures, share them. Tell us where they are so we can ooooh and aaaah over them. Sissies should be put on display in their maids outfits, so here are some of mine.

Girly Hair Style

2008-03-01T13:26:00.000-08:00

I have instructed my hair stylist to give me a woman's hair style so that I will look femme when I leave the shop. She does a nice job and I am quite pleased when I leave. I have also been learning to do my own hair in a femme style, which I sometimes do. Now I have to pay twice the price for my hair style (women's vs. men's) but I am glad to do it. I told my stylist I plan to grow my hair longer so it will look more feminine.

For work, which is the only time I wear any male clothes, I comb my femme hair style back. So from now on I will have a women's hair style. I just love it!

Be a better sissy

2008-02-11T19:13:00.000-08:00

Sissy challenge - Alright it is time for the rest of you pantywaist sissies to become more sissified than before. I have just committed to living en femme at all times except when at work, and I want the rest of you to step up your efforts as well. You assignment, and you will accept it, is to add one new femme item to your routine. That means you should commit to wearing panties every day, if you are not already doing it, or you should start wearing hose, pantyhose or stockings to work twice a week or more. Everyone is in a different place, but now you must commit to stepping up you femme efforts a notch. Then, you are to leave a comment to tell us all what you did.

I have been asked, what femme items one can wear under male clothes to work without problems. First panties and pantyhose are always a safe bet for all us girly bois, so all you pansies should wear these regularly. A garter belt and stockings are also very nice, and do not show as long as you do not wear very light colored slacks. This is an excellent item for sissies because the tug of the garters on the stockings as you walk is a constant reminder what a pansy you are, and they really do not show. This sissy highly recommends stockings and garters. I do it occasionally at work myself. A camisole is also a good bet under many shirts but works best with a heavier fabric or a shirt with a print or dark color. Do not wear a bra unless you are wearing a heavy sweater. They will show. No one may say anything, but they are noticeable. A lightweight corset or waist cincher is also a safe item with the same kind of shirt you would wear with a camisole. These are items that I wear without any difficulty to work and if the rest of you are not, you need to step up you femme routine a notch by adding one or two items, and add a comment to share your commitment, no matter how small. I’m a pantywaist fairy, now you be one too.

Now for those of you who are big time pantywaist faggots, who are further along, please feel free to find a creative way to show us all how sissified you can be by what you wear, where you go out as a sissy, or something you do to be a better pansy. Do something you have not done before. Then tell us about it.

Do this now my sissy sisters. Let us prance in lingerie and heels and cute little dresses. Let us share our experiences and push our limits.

sissy gina's new direction

2008-01-14T18:34:00.000-08:00

Wow, since I started dressing 2/3 of the time as a girl about 2 months ago, my head has been spinning. I have been shopping for casual women's clothing and am growing my own hair into a somewhat feminine style with the help of my hair stylist.

I still can't believe I am doing this, but I now go everywhere as a woman except to work. As a woman I have been to the bank, church, stores, restaurants, etc. As soon as I come home I immediately ditch the male slacks and shirt (still wearing pretty lingerie beneath though), and put on my femme attire and some make-up. But I have not been doing new sissy things with Mistress Stacey or anyone else. I am just trying to assimilate my new lifestyle which is no small task. I have been doing a lot more domestic things around home, much to the pleasure of my wife. She now tells others, it is now like her having a wife. So that is my current role, a wife to my wife, and we will see what comes next.

This is really so great because I just love wearing women's clothing. Several people have been urging me to indulge deeply in a more submissive role with a dominant, but that is on hold for now.

sissies must wear skirts

2007-11-20T09:05:00.000-08:00

Yes, sissies must wear skirts. That's what Mistress Stacey told me. She said only men wear pants and I am not a man. I am a sissy so I must wear skirts, all the time. In the past, I only went out once a week dressed as a girl, but that is now going to change. From now on, I will wear skirts every day.

I have taken this seriously and am going to do this. This is going to be a profound change in my life and I cannot fully comprehend the implications although it will be intense and overwhelming. I started this a few days ago. I will still wear mens' shirts and slacks to work along with pretty lingerie, women's shoes and socks. Upon arrival at home, there is to be an immediate change into skirts and full feminine attire.

In the past few days, my wife was surprised to see me in skirts each day when she came home (My wife is not my Mistress). She knew I wanted to dress full time when I retired, but this is a big step forward. I told her I needed the practice and experience to see how far I would go in the future. She said OK. Also she said I am a lot more pleasant and helpful around the house when I am wearing a skirt, so she sees some benefit. Perhaps I should follow-up and buy a super frilly French maids outfits and really offer to serve her. She would probably like me to cook, clean, and give her massages.

Since Thanksgiving is here soon, you should all know that I will be wearing skirts and dressing totally femme for the holiday as we entertain guests. The guests know about me but have not had much interaction with me as a girl. After getting up early and helping to cook in the kitchen, I will get dressed up for the big meal. I can guarantee that I will be the best dressed girl there, in a nice dress make-up and high heels. As least I will be the best dressed sissy.

Dressing in skirts at all times when not at work is really making my head spin. I can't believe that I am doing this, but I am. I will need to go shopping for more casual skirts and outfits since most of my wardrobe is dressier. And of course I will be shopping as a girl. I will be doing everything as a girl, except work.

I know that Mistress Stacey has other things in her plans to feminize and sissify me. Many of them will be humiliating. But his has a profound impact upon my psyche and lifestyle forever. Finally I must confess I am a pantywaist sissy faggot and that I love wearing womens' clothing. I am scared as heck but I am submitting to this feminization. I am a sissy boi and that is what we must do. What will be next?

Dominated by Mistress Stacey

2007-11-17T21:47:00.000-08:00

Mistress Stacey, a tg domme, has asserted her authority over me and as a submissive sissy I must comply. I have been ordered to to regularly wear matching panties and nightgowns to bed with a bra, every night. I will start sleeping in baby doll nightgowns and shorty nightgowns with thin straps. I am to look very sissish. I already know I am not a man, but Mistress has told me I am not to be a girl either. Instead I am to be a sissy faggot male. I have also been instructed to obtain many other items to further my sissification.

There are many new items with which I am having to deal, and this is really pushing my limits. I feel weak and submissive. In addition, I find this all a bit scary, although it is also exciting. After all, I AM a pantywaist sissy. Isn't this what it is all about.

Kissy sissies

2007-08-05T11:16:00.000-07:00

You can see in the picture here that Mistress Tammy kissed me between my breasts before we went out. It is beautiful to be wearing another girl's lipstick marks.

There is a yahoo group called 'tvskissing'. I love to be photographed kissing with another tgirl. I want to create a really sensuous but elegant series of pictures. Nothing tacky or blatant. Something with the innocence of two school girls kissing but with a touch of intense longing and desire, and everyone would know we are sissy boys in dresses and make-up. Ideally we would both be dressed in little girl dresses or something with ruffles and petticoats. (This would be nice but is not critical.) Of course we would have to post the best pictures on our blogs to show off to the world what kissy sissies we are.

I would also like to have some lingerie photos with another sissy as we kiss and press our lingerie clad bodies together. Of course the photos should be sensous and sexy, but not blatant. I like photos that are subtle and suggestive.

The photographer would have to help pose us to be sure we got good shots. I would love to find some local girls and a photographer to do this. After the photo shoot of the above ideas, I would be open to suggestions of the photographer for additional photos. I also like the idea of someone, like the photographer, watching and helping direct the action.

I want to be seen and photographed kissing with another sissy to create a delightful sissy portfolio. We would show the world what pansies we are. Are there any prissy sissy pansies that want to kiss, caress, and...?

Photo update on girlie attire at the gym

2007-07-29T10:07:00.000-07:00

Just an update and a few pictures on my girlie gym attire. Initially I wore a complete set of women's attire that was more unisex.

My second generation of attire was more feminine and everything was a mix of pink, black and white. It also included more femme jewelry. I did get a lot of very obviously strange looks but only a few comments.

Now, my third generation of femme gym attire is nearly all pink. That's right, pink capri's, pink top, pink lipstick, pink socks, pink jewelry, all the way down to matching pink panties. The new pictures show this well. Since the pictures, I have added wide pink shoelaces and will be getting more obviously noticable feminine jewelry.

I do change in the locker room and get some odd looks. How far will I take this? I don't know. I do know that dressing in femme attire helps me keep focused on my goal of looking more feminine by being in good trim shape to fit into the extensive pretty girlie wardrobe I have. I also love looking so prissy and girlie. I continue to be such a pansy and love it so.

Mistress Tammy changes direction

2007-07-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

It seems that many of us have more than one aspect to our personalities, and my transvestite Mistress Tammy is one of them. She has recently informed me that she wishes to change her role from Mistress to sissy. Instead of being a woman in public, she wants to dress as a little girl in a cute sissy dress like me. She has even expressed a desire to be on her knees sucking cock like a true pansy. So it seems that we will now be sissy girlfriends, although I will still be required to please her when she is in town. I will now have to consider whether or not I should seek a new Mistress.

Mistress Tammy has been a great inspiration and started me on my way to being the pansy that I am. It won't be the same with tammy in her new role, but I do like seeing boys dressed as sissy girls like me, and we will adapt and have a great time together when she is in town. Sissy tammy is now on her way to becoming an absolute fairy. How cute is that?

Update: tammy is being a real sissy male, going out in capri pants and high heels as a guy. That is so cute. What is even better, is that tammy will still be Mistress Tammy to me. I was told not to get a replacement and would still belong to her. I can handle Mistress Tammy being both sissy and Dominant, but my role will remain as only a submissive sissy.

Total pansy, taking the feminine role, a possible new direction

2007-07-21T10:30:00.000-07:00

I will never be with a woman as a man, ever again. I am committed to a role as a total pansy, always having sex dressed up as a girl and always taking the submissive role. I never expect to receive pleasure and always know that it is my role to be sure to provide it. I will be like this forever, no longer being a man, and no longer even having the desire to be a man. I have given up any hope that I will be anything other than the prissy fairy that I am. That is what I now want to be.

Since I am an effeminate sissy and that I like to dress like a pretty girl, Perhaps I should be dating men. As a sissy, I have become a quivering pansy. I cannot please women, so perhaps it is men that I should please. After all, it's that what girls do? And I certainly want to look and act like one.

I was recently asked about my ultimate goals. As to my goals, I am somewhat split. I know that I
want to totally rid myself of male attire and only dress femininely. That is for certain. Most of the time I go out dressed as a slightly upscale normal woman and pass well in public. I do enjoy this very much and go to straight piano bars as a woman and am known and accepted as one.

But then there is my sissy side that wants to express itself as well. It drives me to be exaggeratedly ultra feminine as a girl and to also appear as a sissified male. I have had many thoughts and fantasies about being dominated by either a Master or a Mistress. I think being dominated by a Master might make me feel more feminine and more submissive. If I were to take this path, I think I would do it on an occassional basis rather than permanently. Of course, I can only imagine where that might lead me.

I suspect that a Master would force me to dress publicly as an overly effeminate sissified male at times and in sissy style little girl dresses at other times. He would humiliate me and put me in uncomfortable situations to break my remaining male ego. After all, a guy in femme clothes doesn't get much acknowledgement as a man in public. This would also reinforce my sissy nature.

Privately in his presence, I would prance around in high heels and lingerie, or in a frilly maid's outfit. I would cook and clean for him and he would use me when he pleased. It is likely I would be subjected to some bondage when he used me for his pleasure. I would be all dolled up in lingerie and he might put me in an armbinder. I would be there teetering on 5" heels and slowly bend over so he could have his way with me. He would do this in front of a mirror so I could see myself, see what I had become, see what he had turned me into, an effeminate submissive pantywaist sissy male. I would suffer his verbal commentary about my nature and situation and be forced to beg to please him, something which I would soon learn to crave.

So I don't know what I really want but certainly think about the different directions. But no matter what, I want to be femmed to the hilt.

Lolita Fashion - Cute femme look

2007-06-23T15:21:00.000-07:00

There is a recent Japanese fashion statement being made by teenage girls, particularly Japanese girls. It is considered a subculture of gothic but it focuses upon dressing in Victorian style or as a little girl, hence the “Lolita” name. I think this style is so cute and one can buy these darling sissy style outfits. Be careful, many of these outfits are only sized for teen girls and are either petite or junior in size. There are some sellers on ebay that will make similar outfits in any size.

Lolita Fashion is the term used for a young lady or man that dresses in clothes reminiscent of Victorian dolls. Frills, lace, dresses, skirts, petticoats, and head-dresses are all very common with Lolita fashion. Accessories most Lolitas carry around are teddy bears and parasols. Make-up is used sparingly, save for some cases in the Gothic Lolita look, and the idea is to look innocent and cute -- so skin isn't flaunted or shown unless it has to be. Lolitas aim to look like Victorian dolls, NOT French maids, so there's no need to flash a lot of skin.

If you do internet searches, look for “Sweet Lolita” or “Gothic Lolita”. I attach a few key sites I have found. The pictures here are from the cosmates.com and club-lolita.deviantart.com sites.

The Gothic & Lolita Bible (for definitions, no pix)
http://www.everything2.com/index.pl?node_id=1527408

Gothic Lolita Art and Pictures
http://club-lolita.deviantart.com/

Some nice Lolita fashion and cosplay shops
http://www.cosmates.jp/ Lolita outfits from Japan.
http://www.fanplusfriend.com/servlet/StoreFront

You tube, some of my faves, but there are others too
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EvNgXqbRLLE
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HSYR34g9yGM

Normally I like to put my own sissy pictures on my blog exclusively but these Lolita pictures are so cute. I think I may have to include them here. They are such an inspiration.

sissy gina's sissy stories and fantasy blog

2007-06-02T13:30:00.000-07:00

Well here I am again, sissy gina, an ultra femme transvestite sissy. To further show what a pantywaist I am, I have started a sissy story and fantasy blog. Some of the stories I wrote in the past for other venues. The stories are written in parts so I can add more to them later if I wish.

If you like them, I hope you will leave your comments or email me directly. In addition I always need inspiration and new ideas for stories. I hope to add more in the future, especially if I had additional inspiration from others. Please go to the link on the right called "sissy gina's stories".

Affirmations of a pantywaist fairy in black lingerie

2007-04-01T10:47:00.000-07:00

It seems about time that I reaffirm what an utter pantywaist sissy I am.

Look at me. Look at these pictures. Here I am, a male, sitting on the bed wearing black lingerie, make-up and 5" high heels. On top of that I am putting myself on public display and confessing my perverse erotic desires. What an absolute fairy.

While I was never much of a man with women in the past, I recognize I am now incapable of having an orgasm without wearing women's attire. Yes, I am so adicted to being an effeminate sissy, so addicted to wearing women's clothing. Even though most of my clothing is women's on an everyday basis, it is still a turn on to see myself in the mirror wearing lingerie and other femme attire. Sometimes when I get dressed in my lingerie in front of the mirror, I can't help being turned on by the sissy image I present. Sometimes I am drawn to stoke myself through my nylon panties as I remind myself what a fairy faggot I am. As I indulge in a favorite fantasy, I watch myself in lingerie dripping with lace. Before long I explode and cum in my panties. Even though I am sated sexually, I eagerly lick the cum from my panties. Some transvestites experience self disgust with themselves after an orgasm, but not me. I like it. I like being a pantywaist so much. Afterwards, I clean up and proceed to dress in my lingerie and other attire for the day. Sated or not, I dress as the fairy that I am, and was meant to be.

Then there are those other days. Those days when I play with myself in front of the mirror but stop. Yes, stop while close to climax and then get dressed for the day. It is the days that are quite frustrating because being a horny sissy stays fixed on my mind. I think that wearing a corset that day will keep me in check, but I know it won't. Wearing the corset only makes me feel like more of a fairy because I notice the constricting garment all day, and when I walk the tug of the garters, fastened to my stockings, is noticeable with every step. I work. I don't know how, but I seem to get work done in spite of the constant nagging sissy thoughts, the constant sexual torment of being a transvestite sissy male wearing a corest, stockings, and lingerie trying to work at my desk.

But whether I am horny or not, I faithfully wear my femme attire. It is part of my lifestyle now, and always will be. I am a confirmed pantywaist fairy.

sissy gina's first manicure and pedicure

2007-03-15T19:36:00.000-07:00

I was recently given an assignment by Miss D to get a manicure and a pedicure. It seems I never had one before. I made an appointment and went dressed as an effeminate male as was appropriate. So, attired only in women's clothing without a wig or breasts, I got my nails done. I wore black slacks, a pretty blouse, jewelry, and high heeled sandals.

It was a delightful indulgence and a real treat. I can understand why women do it. It is such fun having someone care for you hands and feet along with making your nails really pretty.

While I do not keep my finger nails polished for daily wear, my toe nails remain a pretty red. In fact, I like it so much, I hearby commit to always having my toe nails polished as a sissy should. This is now a new permanent feature of my growing sissy lifestyle. And I guess I will be going to get my nails done regularly at the salon too.

I wonder what the guys at the gym would say when I change wearing in the locker room into my women's gym attire wearing nail polish, lipstick, and lingerie. No one has said anything yet, but I can see them take notice. Oh my, I am becoming such a fairy, and I love it so.

First time out in a little girl dress & petticoat

2007-01-21T06:44:00.000-08:00

I finally bought my first little girl sissy dress complete with petticoat. It has always been a fantasy of mine and Miss D has pushed me to do this. I wore this in public and had numerous pictures to document my public sissification. I found this difficult to do at first and felt quite humiliated being a male dressed as an exaggeratedly little girl in public. The outfit was so out of place, that I knew I would receive a lot of attention. However, I crave being a sissy and know that being a prissy little pantywaist in public is what my role must be.

Under Miss D's direction, I was told to dress in a little sissy girl outfit and appear as a little sissy whore. As overwhelmed as I was by the request, I complied. I was both scared and thrilled. Transvestite Mistress Tammy was to take the pictures since I was directed to have pictures and appear as a sissy little girl in public.

I first went to DareWare which is where I bought most of my outfit. It is a fetish store and I had to show off my outfit there. I also went to Erotic Cabaret with Mistress Tammy where I bought a fuller fluffy petticoat and was required by Mistress Tammy to buy and wear a pink collar with rindstones.

Mistress Tammy and I went to JR's for a few drinks. It was almost all men and everyone was dressed in dark winter clothes except me. There I was in my ultra short pink and white checked dress and full petticoats. Mistress positioned me so I could be seen as people came in. We were also near a real stud male dancer. I tipped him real well and he let me have a few pictures with him. He was so well built and strong, so masculine looking. You should have seen him standing on his pedestal and dancing. It just made me feel more femme and more like a sissy. I was reminded that I can never be a real man. It was reinforcement that I am and should always be an ultra femme pantywaist sissy.

Mistress Tammy also took bedroom pictures as well. At the end of the evening, I went to Walmart dressed in my pretty pink and white outfit. I got a lot of attention, a few giggles and two women saying they thought my outfit was cute.

It absolutely amazes me how a woman like Miss D can so easily direct me to perform such a humiliating task and show myself off in public as such a sissy. I just couldn't refuse her request despite my reluctance. I think she knows I crave to be so utterly feminized and displayed. I need to get used to this because I know there will be much more feminization, sissification, and public display for me in the future. I am such a fairy.

The pictures here are from various parts of my evening as a sissy little girl in public.

Being one of the girls at the gym -more femme

2007-01-21T06:41:00.000-08:00

As an addendum, I would like to point out that I have now started wearing a delicate femme necklace and pink lipstick at ALL times when at the gym, in addition to wearing only girl's gym attire. Recently a guy saw me in my overwhelmingly pink outfit, crystal heart necklace, and pink lipstick in the locker room. He said to me, "Uh, excuse me, but this is the men's room". I was taken aback and he quickly left. I could hardly utter an answer. I looked into the mirror at the sink where I was standing and realized with my long hair, relatively hairless body, and femme gym attire, I really looked like I didn't belong there. But they don't have a sissy locker room, so I will just have to be a sissy on display. I am now wondering whether I should be even more femme to empasize my sissy look or simply retain my current femme status at the gym.

Being one of the girls at the gym

2007-01-14T09:33:00.000-08:00

I have been so inspired by sissy alicia’s blog. Sissy alicia went to the gym wearing feminine workout attire. I have now started doing the same. I looked at Miss D’s blog and she asked sissies to make a New Year’s resolution. Mine was to join a fitness club and start a workout program, and I committed to wear only women’s attire. I wear black shorts with either a pink or blue top, and socks to match the top. The shoes are white and gray with pink accents.

<>In addition to women’s gym attire, I wear a short femme necklace and pink lipstick I do change in the men’s locker room and do not hide the fact that I am wearing panties. My looks are femme, and with a thin shaved body I notice how much I differ from the big strong hairy men that are there.

I hate exercising and could not bear to go as a normal male. I am only motivated if I go as a sissy, because I crave being a sissy and being seen as one in public. Looking more trim and feminine is a big motivation too.

I am doing some initial work with a personal trainer. I told him I do not want to build up my upper body, but want to work on my waist and stomach areas, and that I wanted this so I would look more feminine. He said he would provide overall exercises and focus on those areas. I really want to fit better in some of my old size 8 skirts (am size 10 now).

I am now committed to never wearing a stitch of male clothing at the gym. I will only dress in girls gym clothes because I am a pantywaist sissy. I intend to gradually make my attire more obviously effeminate. I find this all somewhat humiliating, but know I have to do it.

Getting new driver's licenses as a sissy

2006-10-07T12:43:00.000-07:00

As a part of my expanding sissy activities as an effeminate male, I recently went to renew my driver's license dressed entirely in women's attire, heels, and make-up. I didn't wear a skirt with petticoats, but one day I may. My attire was women's docker's, a feminine blouse, hose and heels. Of course I wore frilly lingerie, beneath.

I also wore earings, feminine rings, and a flowered necklace. My make-up consisted of lipstick, eye-shadow, heavy black eyliner, and blush.

I had to wait for over an hour in line as an effeminate male in high heels and make-up but finally got to the front of the line. The police officer addressed me as ma'am at first and then later realized his mistake and called me sir when he noticed his mistake by checking out the paperwork at the end. He didn't make any comments. I can't wait until I get the license and see how it looks.

By the way, I have a state ID with me dressed entirely enfemme (wig, make-up, etc.). Now I will have my driver's license as a sissy male.

Online Mistresses Influence

2006-05-27T11:51:00.000-07:00

I recently belonged to an online group of kinky submissive males run by a couple of young women, both professional Mistresses. Through a great deal on online discussion with them and other submissive males of various sorts, we ended up being directed into discussion of particular scenarios. One of those was with another sissy TV named Tricia. We were directed to write stories of us as effeminate submissive lesbian sissy boys.

The stories often had Tricia and I in matching lacey lingerie, including tightly laced corsets, hose, and five inch heels. After being sexually exploited by men and turned into effeminate little cum dolls in front of our Mistresses, Tricia and I were to kiss and caress one another per the desires and direction of the two female Goddesses.

This has had a profound affect on me in that I found these scenarios to be quite erotic and stimulating. Over time, they became more and more enticing and now I realize what a fairy this has helped me become, and has furthered my sissy attitude. Our online Mistresses enjoyed the stories immensely and took pleasure in making numerous derogatory remarks about our sissy behavior.

Additional tasks inspired by Mistress Tammy

2006-05-27T11:11:00.000-07:00

I would like to report on some of the things that I do to be more of a sissy male, in large part due to the inspirations of Mistress Tammy.

1. When I get gas on my way to work, I always wear high heels with my normal business attire while I do so. I go in to pay and get coffee so I can walk around the store with the click clicking sound of the heels as I walk.

2. I wear hose and high heels when I go to the drug store to buy make-up and pantyhose while as a male wearing slacks and a shirt.

3. About half the time now I buy women’s shoes while dressed as a male. As a male I go to a self service store. I am wearing hose, no male socks and female shoes with about a 2-3” heel. I try the shoes on in the store while the other women are shopping.

4. In the past, I always shopped for women’s clothes only as a woman. Just recently I started shopping for women’s clothes as a male. For my nice outfits I still shop at nice department stores as a woman and use the women’s dressing room. However, for casual odds and ends I shop at lower end stores as a male. There I wear a business shirt and slacks with hose and women’s high heels. I pick out women’s clothing and take them to the men’s dressing room to change. I just started this recently and haven’t had many comments but the saleswomen do notice. One store has a woman checking how many articles are taken into the dressing rooms. I make sure I have some very obviously feminine and frilly women’s attire which I take with me into the men’s dressing room and that the attendant sees it. I also now buy all my panties as a male.

<>Sometimes when I shop, I wear women's pants and blouse in addition to the hose and heels.

So you can see that I have been expanding my sissy activities as a male. It is emotionally difficult for me and a bit embarrassing but I know that I am a sissy and should act like one. Mistress Tammy has certainly launched me in this direction. I do hope she is pleased with herself for this. I have come to enjoy being a sissy male, to go out in public wearing several items of women’s outer wear in addition to my ever present lingerie. I like shopping as a male in women’s department’s with women for clothes or shoes. I am becoming more and more of a sissy and I like it. I want to look more effeminate at all times. I plan to expand my activities in the future.

Mistress Tammy Assignment

2006-05-27T10:56:00.000-07:00

In the past I typically went out only as a classy girl and passed well in public. Several years ago I met transvestite Mistress Tammy who pushed my limits at being a sissy male in public in addition to my regular going out as a girl. One task she had me do was: when checking in to a motel to change for my evenings out as a girl, I now always do the check-in as a sissy male, with no wig or bra. Of course I still look pretty feminine and usually get a yes ma’am even though I show my male ID. I usually wear a short skirt, blouse, 3” heels and pantyhose. Often I also wear lipstick and sometimes jewelry. I don’t get much response. The whole point of the assignment was for me to go out as an obviously effeminate sissy male. A few times I got compliments on my outfit.

<>One time I went wearing a man’s shirt, coat, and tie, along with a short leather skirt, pantyhose and 3” heels. I got some real stares from an older woman waiting to check in. She was really appalled. A lot of people don’t pay much attention, but the contrast of wearing a man's coat and tie with a skirt and heels was quite stark. One time Mistress Tammy gave me an assignment to ask the woman at the counter to take a few picture of me as a sissy male. I planned what I was going to say and had a real knot in my throat when I went to check in to the motel. After check-in, I said, “excuse me, but would you mind taking a few pictures of me? My Mistress wants me to show that I have come here as an effeminate sissy male.” The woman smiled and said “sure” and took the pictures. It was emotionally difficult for me to do these things but I did them because I know I am a sissy and being embarrassed and humiliated helps break my male ego and be more submissive.

How my sissy side developed

2006-05-26T13:38:00.000-07:00

I have always wanted to dress as a girl and had progressive numerous steps in my life followed by plateaus. I really discovered my inner sissy about three years ago. I occasionally met other crossdressers and we would go out on the town. A crossdresser named Tammy from Florida and I got together and we met on several occasions when she was in Houston.

Somehow, Tammy seemed to be a man in lingerie and a dress as was slightly on the dominant side (although Tammy was a pretty good looking woman). I, on the other hand, am extremely feminine and quite submissive. I started teasing Tammy as a girl sometimes teases a man. It pushed Tammy's male buttons and the more Tammy became dominant the more I became submissive, trying to please. It just came together and Tammy became Mistress Tammy and I was told to build a submissive sissy yahoo profile. Mistress Tammy started pushing me into being more submissive.

I started getting some more sexy attire instead of my usual conservative piano bar dress. I provided Mistress Tammy sexual pleasure without any reciprocation. Mistress Tammy pushed me into wearing lingerie 24/7 which I now do. And when I check into a motel to get dolled up for my weekly outing as a woman, I had to check in as an effeminately dressed male. I was also instructed to recruit other sissies for Mistress Tammy and started to do so. I started meeting other sissies in town but most were just coming out of the closet. On a few occasions I went out all dolled up and my new sissy friend would go out as a sissified male.

I think that Tammy and I clicked and things evolved. I was also probably psychologically ready for a new step too. Now Mistress Tammy only rarely travels to Houston so the relationship has not continued as before.

sissy gina - ultra femme transvestite sissy

2006-02-07T21:14:00.000-08:00

Further confessions of sissy gina

This is sissy gina, an utterly sissy male. I sit writing this blog wearing panties, a garter belt with stockings, bra, slip, and 5” high heels. I’m a real fairy sissy boy and absolutely delight in the experience as a transvestite sissy.

I am a submissive sissy male and as such I am unable to please a woman as a man. What woman would want an effeminate man like me who wears lingerie all the time and tries to look and act like her? From now on I will no long have sex with a woman as a man. I will only have sex while wearing feminine attire and trying to look as girly as possible. The only people that could possible want someone like me are dominants who like to use little pantywaist fairies like me for their pleasure without me receiving any reciprocation. In truth, that is what I want. I like being a sissy. I like being called a fairy, pantywaist, faggot, sissy boy because I am. I like wearing women’s clothes and wish I could get rid of all my male clothes. Half the clothes I wear now as a male are women’s clothes. I want to progress that so that I would wear only women’s clothes even as a male, and then desiring to transition to ever more feminine styles. I want to wear the most frilly femme styles to show the world what a sissy male I really am. I wish I had the nerve to go out as a male in a little girl dress with petticoats. That would be the ultimate humiliation for me. As a pathetic sissy, I deserve to be humiliated and laughed at. It is embarrassing but the humiliation will further break my remaining male ego so that I become a more feminine and compliant pantywaist. I just know that if I am subjected to further sissification I will be a better person because my male ego will be crushed, so I can have a nice quiet feminine demeanor and get along better with all people.

I recognize myself as a worthless sissy male and promote my further sissification. I work to do things which feminize myself.

sissy gina announces his sissification

2006-02-07T21:05:00.000-08:00

Let it be known to all that I am an ultra femme sissy male known as sissy gina. I acknowledge I am not a real man and must accept that I am really a pantywaist sissy male, pansy, fairy, sissy boy, or whatever other derogatory social term is applied to me. This is my nature and I deeply desire, and will pursue further sissification of my mind and body.

My sissification requires that in addition to accepting myself as a sissy that I remove my male thoughts and feelings or anything else connected with my male persona. I must think and do everything as femininely as possible. As a sissy I understand my place and purpose in life is to serve and make more pleasurable and amusing the lifestyle of women and real men, no matter how humiliating or embarrassing it may be at times.

I have been working to be more effeminate in basic look, attire, and deportment whether presenting myself as a male or female. My body is shaved as a woman’s, my eyebrows plucked, facial hair removed by electrolysis, and nails kept long. A previous mistress pushed in into wearing women’s lingerie at all times so now I always wear women’s panties. Under my male attire I usually wear pantyhose or stockings and garter belt. I often also wear a corset and/or a lacey camisole. Of course I wear only women’s socks and typically wear women’s shoes in a man’s style when dressed as a male. I wear women’s Dockers or jeans for casual wear. In short, I now live by a rule whereby at least half my clothing items must be women’s at all times.

At other times I go out dressed completely as a woman and pass well in public. I absolutely love going out and being a woman and love shopping, clubs, and the theater. Even though I pass well in public, I know deep down I am a sissy and that imitating a woman is the best I can hope to achieve.

As I sit here as a male in lacey lingerie and high heels, I sissy gina, find it quite humiliating to confess my effeminate and submissive sissy nature to all, but am hoping others will receive pleasure from my submission and humiliation.

Deep curtsey,

sissy gina