Friday, September 25, 2015

Shopping as a sissyboi in public

Here are some recent pictures of me, sissy gina, in bit of a sissyboi mode. You can probably tell i love being so girly in public.Sir wanted me to go shopping in sissyboi mode and this is how i went out. Sir still has other options as to how i am to dress as a sissyboi in public. But that will be for another time.

i just love being a sissy boi in public. Notice my new pink shorts, patterned leggings, and ruffled white socks. With pink bows in my hair, a pink collar and a necklace that says "prissy sissy". This was my shopping attire for today. Note my pink collar with a metal ring for a leash. Sometimes i wish i could dress like this all the time. i occasionally shop here at Erotic Cabaret and they all know i am a sissified male and I make no effort to hide the fact. i like showing everyone what a total pansy I am.

i found a new erotica shop (Adam & Eve) and bought myself the pink collar i am wearing in this photo. i asked the clerk to take a picture of me wearing my new purchase. She was very helpful and i could tell she enjoyed helping a sissifed male like me.

Sir told me i needed to be in chastity so i went and bought myself a chastity device, and it is in pink. Don't you just love how i am dressed in public as a sissy? The girls at the shop all liked my outfit. They all know i am a sissified male and my favorite sales girl was so helpful in my chastity device selection. We were both studying the instructions to see how i was going to wear it.

My sissy attire for work

In the past, i had a routine of wearing panties, garter belt, and stockings under my male work attire every day. i made a commitment to do this on my blog. However, like many other sissies, i am weak and failed to fully keep that commitment on a regular basis. i did it often but not all the time. Now being under control of a strong dominant man, i am once again able to keep to this commitment. However, my Owner was not content for me to only keep my old commitments. Following my acquiescence to His authority, He quickly told me that i was to wear a corset to work every day along with a girdle and not one, but two pairs of stockings. i was shocked and overwhelmed. What a huge leap in girlie attire i am to wear at work.

How was i going to be so trussed up like this at work every day? How was i going to feel at work like this? I considered wearing something like this on a rare occasion when I did this on my own, but every day? That first morning i was to dress like this for work, i did as i was instructed. i put on a 6-strap garter belt and stockings, over which i put my corset. Next came an open bottom girdle with 6 garters attached to another pair of stockings. While dressed like that in my sissy lingerie, i looked at myself in the mirror and told myself. “This shows what i really am. i am a sissy male and i am going to listen to my Owner and do as he says.” The anxiety of dressing like this was huge but i did it anyway. A self realization also came over me that i liked how i looked in all this tight lingerie. Deep down, i know this was something i really wanted, something I really needed. i really like it a lot. What a pansy i am.

One of the issues that arise from being dressed like this, is that in order to use the bathroom, i have to go into a stall, undo the 6 garters of my open bottom girdle, and pull up my girdle to be able to pull down my panties to use the toilet. Afterwards, i have to refasten the 6 garters of my girdle to my outer pair of stockings. This is a humbling experience since it takes so long, as i hear real men come and go quickly using the urinal. It just reinforces what a pansy i am.

Being in this tightwear every day, even in the hot Houston summer, is both humbling and humiliating. i have been diligently doing this as instructed by my Owner and reporting to Him daily. Just as i was starting to overcome my anxiety a bit on this, Sir changed the rules! Of course this is totally His prerogative, but it completely took me off guard.

Sir told me that i was going to have to wear diapers to work at least once a week. i was shocked. i was scared. My anxiety level shot up further than before. Never had i worn diapers to work nor had i had the desire to do so. But now it was going to happen. i was going to wear diapers to work. So now, once a week, in addition to the corset, girdle, and two pair of stockings, i have to wear a thick padded diaper with a soaker pad and plastic panties as well. With the open bottom girdle over the diapers, my profile is smoothed a little. However, i remain highly apprehensive as the bulk of the diaper is not fully obscured. i was told to get a Rago girdle that is tight and more fully covers my thick diapers. i have ordered it. Hopefully that will help hide the heavy bulbous diapers but still having very heavy anxiety over this.

This is now part of my new sissy lifestyle. Sir wants me to publically acknowledge the submission and humiliation that i must endure. I know He does this for my own good and i am grateful for His attention to my sissification.

Wednesday, September 02, 2015

sissy gina submits to Sir as her new Owner

i, sissy gina, am pleased to announce that Sir is now my Owner. He has decided to direct and train me to be the kind of sissy He wants me to be. After a great deal of discussion we do seem to have aligned interests, and i willingly acquiesce to His direction.

i have found that He is very insightful, creative, and deeply understands my kinks and my vulnerabilities. He knows how to push my psychological limits to do things i would not do on my own. He has earned my respect and admiration. But more important, He has earned my devotion. i will work to please Him and make Him proud to be my Owner. Part of His pleasure is to watch and experience my humiliation and servility. i can only hope my humiliation and servility will please Him.

Per His desire, i will document my submissive journey under His dominant direction. i will do this on Fetlife and on my blog. On my stockinged knees with bowed head and deep gratitude, i offer my Owner the handle of the leash attached to my pink collar. Please follow sissy gina’s tasks of humiliation and servility in serving her Owner.